Thursday, June 23, 2011
As my husband casually said" Why don't you clean out that closet and list some stuff on eBay." I thought why the hell not? So as I took roughly 20 minutes to scan the room and go through 2 drawers. I had 20 things to list. Old things and even some old Dooney and Bourke purses from the early 90's. And do you know what.. They sold! I couldn't believe it. Now I think I must sell something every week! I find myself digging through old running shorts, t shirts jackets just to find something to list and watch it countdown. I may look in that closet soon and see all that is left which would be my basic attire. Running shorts, tank top, t-shirts and a few running shoes. Well at least I could start all over. Fun Times.
Saturday, June 11, 2011
I have a lip ulcer and it hurts to swallow. I have been so stressed the last 5 days I might have an ulcer. YaY it's called vacationing with relatives! Mostly your husband's. If I can give any advice NEVER marry a man who has more than one sister. They will hate you no matter what. Me being the older child marries the oldest child with 4 sisters!! He is the easy going one!
Sunday, June 5, 2011
Some days are way tougher than others. Today was one of those days. Life is full of tough decisions and some people struggle making them. I know it's hard and can be upsetting, but they have to be made. I love my sister very much and she is at a crossroad deciding what she would like to do about her path in school. It's very hard to see her get so frustrated, but she tends to take it out on the people who love her the most. I think we are all depressed. My mom is stressed to the max, and has some personal problems of her own. My grandmother is still reeling from the tornado that damaged her house. I feel like I am watching things in slow motion deteriate faster and faster. I think sometimes they think I have it easier or something. I guess being a stay at home mom doesn't sound like I have any worries but I do! Every day I look in the mirror I see a new line. I am constantly anxious about things I need to accomplish. I feel like I am on ride to the beach that takes forever to get there. Are we there yet? No we are not. I don't like being the bad guy, but today I was. I am going to try and be positive this week. My goal is not to get upset and no more yelling with anyone. I know I can do this.